Entry: Starting Over....AGAIN! Nov 12, 2003



damn i already forgot my pass word to my last blog so I started a new one....haha...but yeah a new blog...new life...no more drama...

I wrote some stuff in math today....

The First One Starts...

In line where I am tainted
Confused and Angry
Where life erupts your shirt
Bursts in whites and I'm quiet
Not smiling, but inside who rides?
The feeling of which words can't comprehend their own meanings
Miseducated on my lifestyle
Good grief on my style
I dig myself deeper in my own grave
Jaded and Untrusted
On nights where the cold withers its way
from my toes to my knees
Goose bumps arise from the gusts
Realizing I can't control the way you look at me


Alot of you might think what I was writing about....but it's something completely different....But I won't get into it.....If you know me know me, you maybe could figure it out...probably not

Dreaming of Smiles

In hopes for the best
Thought renderring to a mischevious smile
With bright lights illuminating gleams in her eyes
Eyes of trouble, and a squint to make lights dim
In vision, eye lashes stroke the back of hands
Extending arms to scared hearts
Upon this sheet of red glistening drops
Thoughts to provoke attention
Brownish greens turned away
In hopes they would turn on me


yah....Some of you might think that's to something...but once again it's on a different subject that I'm not quite comfortable about talking about yet....

well today was an ok day...nothing to make me extremely happy or extremely upset....so it was just a chill day...lots of sleeping in class...went to sleep late last night...COUNTDOWNS!
1 day till Lawson's birthday.....2 days till the MSJ and Kennedy shows.....6 days till the new Blink182 cd comes out...18 days till my birthday....anyone want to be invited to my non-existant surprise birthday party that i'm throwing??...I'm a dork...well right now....I'm listening to the Steel Train cover of the Jackson 5 it's tight!....well it just finished so I'm going to go put in the BRANDnew cd....yippee....well I'm out...





   1 comments

Ashley Stewart
May 19, 2004   08:42 AM PDT
 
I really like what you wrote it really comes from the heart and people dont' really look at what other people thought about them but you have found a way to show that to people and I thank you alot !!!!!!!!!

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