Entry: What I want.... Nov 13, 2003



I wrote a song on my acoustic today.....the music sort of is really simple but here are the lyrics...

Baby, I want to I want to
hold on to you
And I'm trying, I'm trying
to find the truth
Do you hear me?
Do you see me?
Or do you just feel for me when I am sad?
I need to know...

Eyes shut, ears plugged
I want to feel your love
I'm nervous, and shaking while your walking away...
I'm spilling, and giving my heart for you
And you don't the slightest clue
of the way, the way, the way
my heart screams your name...

Baby, I want to I want to
hold on to you
And I'm trying, I'm trying
to find the truth
Do you hear me?
Do you see me?
Or do you just feel for me when I am sad?
I need to know...

I'm taking my time
Don't want to be just another guy in line
And I'm slowing down
The truth is that I want to push through
Just let me knw if you feel the way I do

yup that was it...just a really straight forward catchy song...I wrote some more stuff at school today...

Any Means Possible

I've tried to get your attention
In any means possible
But if I did have the courage to tell you how i feel
Would I look down in shyness?
I want to let you know
Afraid I will scare you off
Trying to let go
So I can move on
And hold on to you

Emphasizing my direction
Moving forward and on
Feel for my affection!
Catch me before I wait too long
I could wait forever
When should I draw the line?
Your eyes say never
Will your eyes ever be on mine?
From dusk til dawn
I'll believe my day dreams
Fall asleep and I'll be gone
Where you'll be with me


That's it....nothing to special that one is sort of weird...it lick suddenly changes into some rhyme scheme...It's about a girl...that I'm still not comfortable about talking about so *SKIP*

anyways today I realized something...actually i'm going to write a poem about it right now....well type it i guess...because I don't really want to directly explain myself...I usually can't explain myself...hmm....how should i start this off?

I've shown you this side of me
Making it hard to let go of this continuity
This inexplicable plight
Has resulted to endless nights
Opened up my world, when it was made to be kept in secret
I only wanted to stay with you and now I am vagrant
Roaming lonely at hours of sleep
Now you know the true me
And I don't want anyone else to know...


Uhhhh! Free verse that....if you understood than it'll make sense to you...if not well than read it again....

Today was a boring day...lots of sleeping and copying homework....haha...Lawson's birthday today....His at a prime pimp age of 18...Printed blanks is going to rock two high schools tomarrow...17 days til my birthday.. Oh yeah I remember today sort of sucked...Mr. Bennett took my cell phone that asshole...Then I had to wait after school for Brandy to look for it when it was in the desk in front of her the whole damn time....and now my parents need to sign some piece of shit paper saying the cell phone rules at Mission...Man my school sucks...I'm ice cold thought because tomarrow is going to be kick ass..

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Sun Hat
August 31, 2005   08:12 AM PDT
 
Sun Hat

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